To My Biggest Hater

Dear Depression, I don’t have to listen to a word you say anymore. I don’t need to believe anything you echo into my brain. Yeah you might be a part of me and you might be another driving force behind my writing, but that doesn’t change that fact that you are a hatchet faced lying […]

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Bad Catholic

I’m not a religious person. I don’t like taking part in theological discussions. My relationship with the Universe has always been questionable at best. I like to say “Universe” instead of God. The name “God” feels so foreign and heavy in my mouth whenever I say it aloud. It makes me feel uneasy. The same […]

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White Knuckling

Random PenSword Fact #4: Yes I am Hispanic. No I do not like eating tacos or burritos. Ese mierda no es comida real!! I’ve always carried this perception that if you can’t handle anything on your own, if you have to depend on someone else for help then you’re weak, feeble minded, pathetic, or completely […]

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My Happy List

I’ve been “that guy” who talks nonstop about depression and anxiety and the things that trigger it to put me on edge. I need to take the time to get out of the darkness. I’m playing out some music that I haven’t listened to in a long time. It’s gotten me feeling all nostalgic and […]

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So yesterday I was really excited about finding my dream house being advertised and how I applied for it. I posted an ad asking for roommates. I told them the perks of having me as a roommate. I’m getting a lot of responses. I’m attracting a lot of attention to the place. But now I’m […]

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